51 Week Too Late

事隔1年08天后第一次开启Insta

迟了51个星期的对话

51个星期。。。51个星期前的我们

好想回到51个星期前。。。

2016年很快的来到了8月

我讨厌这一年

讨厌这一年的自己

讨厌这一年发生的事情

隔了1年08天的Insta

再度开启时。。。

真的好想好想那个时候的自己

好想回去

51个星期前的那段人生

谁知道会在51个星期后有如此大的变化

I HATE MY LIFE

I WISH I CAN TURN BACK TIME

I WISH I CAN GO BACK IN TIME

GO BACK TO 51 WEEK AGO

BUT I KNOW I CAN'T

& I HATE MYSELF FOR IT

HOW MUCH THINGS HAVE CHANGE SINCE

HOW MUCH DO I MISS THOSE GOOD OLD TIMES

HOW MUCH DO I BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO GO BACK IN TIME

WHY SETTLE FOR SANITY WHEN INSTEAD IT'S EASIER TO JUST BE INSANE

I CAN'T LET GO OF THE PAST

HOW COULD I? HOW CAN I?

SAT HERE ALONE

WONDERING ABOUT THE WHAT IFS & THE MAYBES

I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO STAY THE SAME

BUT THINGS JUST KEEPS ON CHANGING

NOTHING FOR ME TO HOLD ONTO

THIS WHOLE YEAR I HAVE BEEN FEELING NEGLECTED

IT'S LIKE BEING LEFT BEHIND

IT'S LIKE BEING ABANDON

NO ONE BUT MYSELF ON AN ISOLATED ISLAND

THERE'S NO ESCAPE

I CAN'T BREATH

I CAN'T FEEL THE FRESH AIR ANYMORE

EVERYTHING TO ME IT'S JUST SO DEPRESSING

I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP

GIVING UP ON LIFE

GIVING UP ON ME

GIVING UP ON EVERYTHING THAT'S ONCE MATTER SO MUCH TO ME

HOW CAN IT HURT SO BAD

HOW CAN I LET GO OF THE PAST & THE PAIN

CAN ANYBODY SAVE ME FROM THIS ISLAND?

SAVE ME FROM THE PAIN...

SAVE ME FROM THE MISERY...